My condolences, as feelings of pain and bitterness become unbearable. It is my desire to convey a comforting thought based on the Holy Scriptures
John 5:28 "Do not marvel at this, because the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out."
This passage speaks of the resurrection of our loved ones. It is not God's plan to see us suffer and die, so He extends the following invitation to us: "Come near to God and He will draw near to you" (James 4:8)
Please go to the following link to obtain more information regarding the Hope expressed in this passage and again we are sorry for your loss.
http://www.jw.org
ITS OUR BDAY MONTH AND YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL BUT ITS COOL MAN I GOT US IMMA BE STRONG I GET EMOTIONAL DROUGHTS DURING THIS MONTH I HOPE I DONT HAVE A BREAK DOWN I LOVE YOU
Hey Jamell stopping thru to show u the most love possible....back when we all went to south cutting school going to the mall were the fun ol' days. Well of course u know we had moved to Maryland our freshman year and when I finally came back to the Burgh and ran into that crazy ol cousin of yours and my very good friend I was in a state of shock to hear u were gone:( My heart goes out to ur mother and your family u are always in my thoughts...and believe Charmaine go keep u unforgotten...peace out homie!
I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN A WHILE AND IM SORRY....I HAVE ANOTHER PAGE FOR YOU ALSO...YOU SEE NO MATTER WHAT YOUR MEMORY WILL BE ALIVE...I JUST RECENTLY LET GO OF ALL THE PAIN AND HURT THAT I WAS CAUSED BY THE LOST OF YOU. I CAN SAY THAT IT IS A BIG FRESH OF BREATH AIR NOW IM ABLE TO OPEN UP A LITTLE NOW. I WANNA LET YHOU KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT ITS ME AND YOU AGAINST THE WORLD. I IMAGINE WHEN I SEE YOU RUNNING INTO YOUR ARMS BECAUSE I MISS YOU SO MUCH I REALLY DO. I CAN SEE THE SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND THE TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE IS UNCONTROLLABLE IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU YOU JUST DONT KNOW. JAMELL MAURICE TURNER IM SORRY FOR LETTING YOU GET IN THE CAR THAT NIGHT AND WHEN YOU LOOKED AT ME MY THOUGHTS WERE TO NOT LET YOU GO BECAUSE I HAVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND I THINK YOU KNEW THAT GOD TOLD US THAT THIS WAS IT NOW I CAN FEEL THIS WAY BECAUSE THAT FEELING WAS NON EXISTING BUT I BELIEVE THAT NOW I DO MELL I HAVE GROWN MENTALLY AND IM WORKING ON SPIRITAL. YOU KNOW WHAT WE GOT THE MESSAGE THAT NIGHT THATS WHY I BELIEVE YOU WENT WITHOUT FILLING ANY PAIN. BUT YOU CAN ASK GOD WHY YOU YOU NEVER DID ANYTHING TO ANYONE YOUR A LOVER NOT A FIGHTER I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY HE TAKES THOSE WHO DOSENT DESERVE TO GO IS IT BECAUSE HE KNOWS THIS WORLD AINT SHIT AND PEOPLE LIKE YOU DESERVE BETTER WELL THATS THE ANSWER MELL YOU GET TO LIVE IN PEACE WHILE THE REST OF US SUFFER ON THIS MISERABLE EXISTINCE OF LIFE LAND THE HOME OF THE FUCKED UP. SO IN THAT CASE I THANK HIM FOR SAVING YOU IF IT THIS IS THE CASE I WOULD HAVE IT NO OTHER WAY I LOVE YOU MELL....
WE WENT TO THE GRAVE YARD FOR YOU TODAY WE SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU I PRAY AND HOPE THAT THERE IS AN AFTER LIFE THAT THERE IS A HEAVEN AND I BELIEVE IN MY HEART THAT YOU WERE LOOKING DOWN ON US. AND I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT TODAY WAS VERY VERY VERY HARD FOR ME WITHOUT YOU THERE IS NO ME AND THAT MEANS WITHOUT THE THOUGHT OF YOU I CANT GO ON YOU WILL NEVER AND I MEAN NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. AND I KNOW ONE THING THAT LIFE WILL GET BETTER THERE WILL BE BETTER DAYS BUT FOR NOW I CANT LIVE A MENTALLY HEALTHY LIFE I HAVE TO GROW FIRST AND AS MUCH AS I DIDNT WANT TO GROW WITHOUT YOU PHYSICALLY I DONT KNOW WHY HAS CHOSEN ME TO GROW WITHOUT YOU MENTALLY I MISS YOU THE FAMILY MISSES YOU AND TO ME YOU ARE MY LIFE SO I THANK YOU FOR BEING WHO YOU WERE WHO YOU ARE AND KNOW THAT WE LOVE YOU WE MISS YOU.
JAMELL MAURICE TURNER YOU ARE MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY MENTAL AND PHYSICAL BEING AND I LOVE.....HAPPY 23 BIRTHDAY.. YOU KNOW I READ THAT TO EVERY LIFE THAT THERE IS AN END AND TO EVERY END THERE IS A NEW BEGINNING AND I BELIEVE BABY I LOVE YOU.
its 08-19-07.
I HAVENT WROTE TO YOU IN A WHILE BUT EVERYDAY I LIVE WITH YOU ON MY MIND AND MY HEART. AND I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE IT SELF. BUT I MUST ADMIT YOUR IN A WAY BETTER PLACE LIFE IS SO HARD AND WE SAY ITS WHAT WE MAKE IT. BUT NO MATTER WHAT LIFE IS HARDER THAN YOU IMAGINE I PULL THROUGH BECAUSE I AM NOT A QUITTER AND I LIVE LIFE FOR THE BOTH OF US SO I KEEP GOING. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU........
can never and will never forget you. baby
