JAMELL MAURICE TURNER

I REMEMBER ALL THE TIMES WE WENT SKATING BUT THE ONE TIME I WANTED TO TALK TO THE OLDER DUDE AND YOU HATED AND TOLD HIM I WAS ONLY 12 THEN ALL THE NIGGAS CAME UP BEHIND YOU LIKE THEY WERE READY TO FIGHT I LOVED IT BUT HATED THE FACT I COULDNT GET THE GUY BUT ITS ALL SMILES AND GIGLES I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR BEING WHO YOU WERE THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND BAD......AND WE HAD SOME BAD BUT HEY ITS OVER I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ETERNITY 

I REMEMBER OUR FIRST FIGHT IT WAS OVER FRENCH FRIES :-D AND I ONLY GOT MAD BECAUSE YOU WERE SO STINGY I WOULD GIVE YOU EVERYTHING EVERYBODY ALWAYS GAVE YOU EVERYTHING AND YOU WOULDN'T SHARE AND I GOT MAD AND WE FOUGHT ( WE KNOW WHO WON) I WON'T TELL NOBODY ELSE THOUGH!@! WELL WE DID THIS FIGHTING THING AND WE GOT IN TROUBLE WE GOT A BEATING WITH A BELT FROM OLIVIA 9HAHa) YEA SO YOUR CRYING AND I'M JUST SO MAD THATS HER WEAK HITS IS JUST NOT PHASING ME SO I TOOK THE BELT OF HER AND GAVE IT  BACK TO HER AND  OF COURSE YOU WERE CRYING MY SORE!! MY POOR LITTLE CUZN WAS A CRY BABY HE IS NOTHING MORE THAN A LADIES MAN!@!

AS I AM SITTING HERE I'M THINKING ABOUT WHICH MEMORY DO I WANNA SHARE WITH YOU TODAY?? LET'S SHARE OUR LIFE TOGETHER WITH OTHERS....YOU KNOW HOW WE GREW UP WE KNEW THAT OUR MOM'S DIDNT HAVE MUCH MONEY AND WE ALWAYS WANTED TO THINGS BUT WE WENT TO ARDMORE EVERY SATURDAY THANKS TO GRANDMA!@! AND EVERY EASTER WE HAD ALL NEW CLOTHES AND SHOES AND HAIRCUTS AND MY HAIR DONE MAN LIFE WAS FUN AS A CHILD. NOW I KNOW WE KNOW THE STRUGGLE WE TALKED ABOUT IT OFTEN BUT YOU HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT THE STRUGGLE OF LIFE NOW.......

THIS MAY BE YET ANOTHER BIRTHDAY THAT I COULDNT SPEND WITH YOU.. AND YOU KNOW THEY SAY THE OLDER YOU GET THE LESS YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR BIRTHDAY BUT WHEN YOU HAVE SOMEONE SPECIAL TO SPEND YOUR BIRTHDAY WITH OR ANY OCCASION IT MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING FOR AND DAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY... YOUR NOT HERE BUT I KNOW YOUR WATCHING DOWN SO I GO THROUGH THIS LIFE LIKE EVERYDAY IS OUR BIRTHDAY AND YOUR RIGHT HERE BESIDE ME BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ONLY GET ONE LIFE AND I WILL LIFE FOR THE BOTH OF US I LOVE YOU.....

jamell i always will remember u as not only sharicca cousin but mines 2 i know ur doin good up there cause u brought joy 2 our family  leaving everyone smiling jamell i got so much luv 4 u dont u know ur my good luck charm always

                 I LUV YOU JAMELL